Summer items completed tally : July1 - September 22
fleece pants, skirt, nightshirt, pillowcase, gift bag
5 potholders, assembled one wall hanging (binding not completed), table runner, small wall hanging (assembled only), sewed binding on 4 potholders assembled in spring
3 hats, scarf, 3 dishcloths,baby blanket, edging for sweater
2 dish towels
6 dining room chairs, one foot stool
I need to do this list to remind myself that I have been keeping busy on my 'work hiatus'. Much of this was accomplished with things I already had at home a.k.a - the yarn and fabric stashes. This does not include the closet cleaning and basement reorganizing that was done which resulted in a trip to donate things to the Salvation Army nor the countless books I have read and the time spent in the library looking for job.
As I said, I have been busy. Granted much of this was accomplished while sitting on my butt in front of the television. It is mindless white noise while I knit or do my hand stitching.
Despite the fact that I have no income and no cost-effective health insurance, I am working through a back log of things that started several years ago. I want to say 4 years since I moved to my current house but then I realize I moved much of it from the apartment so I would say 8 years since moving to Virginia. However with the exception of the yarn since I didn't learn to knit until I moved down here, the fabric and clothes to sew came with me from Pennsylvania. It is good incentive to not buy anything. I just walk into the basement look through the stash and pick a project.
This puts me in a good position for when I go back to work. I can move forward with the projects I already have and not feel overwhelmed by all that is available. All I need to do it choose something from the recently reorganized stacks and go on. I even have time to write the book I have always said I would write and it's nothing like I thought it would be.
Lest you be too envious of my position recall what I said previously, I have no income and I pay about $500 a month for my health insurance. I am enjoying the time off but I would be much happier if it had come about because I had hit the lottery (which I don't play very often) and didn't need a steady income anymore. This freedom and lack of stress has come at a price. I can't afford to dance or compete right now. My outings consist of trips to the library, grocery store or any free activity I can find. I have been eating out with friends but it is often because they pay for my meal, of course I did that when I was making decent money so I guess that isn't so bad.
I could start talking about what Americans value but that would be a whole other ideal. We want free time to do things but the way we work means that we put all these things off until we retire or are not working. There has to be a balance in life. While I don't miss the stress I have been under for the past five years from my previous job, I do miss the freedom the income provided me. Odd that I would use the word freedom as between the commute and the work hours I was logging a ten hour day and when I got home I was too exhausted to do much of anything besides watch television. When I wasn't in work I spent the time getting the necessities done such as laundry and grocery shopping. I guess the steady income gave me the security to buy the things I wanted to do in my free time. Now I have the free time but not the financial security. It has given me the opportunity to evaluate thigs so that when I do start working again I can put a balance in my life between work and home. I will make time to do the things I enjoy because I don't want to forget about them. I will value those things more because I understand that they require the income from work to have the freedom to play.